Just Smile =)

Where do I even begin? Really. Life never ceases to surprise me. Just when I think I've figured out one thing...BAM! Here comes something bigger and even more confusing. I never thought I would be hit with so much at one time, but I have come to find that I'm learning so much and turning to my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ because of all that's going on. I mean I love that part, it's just sometimes it would be nice for something easy to happen for me. Then again a good challenge never harmed nobody...I think. So ya I'm rambling...so what. The good news is that I think I'm finally figuring a part of myself out. I know I'm 20, but that doesn't mean I know what I want completely. But life is life and things happen. One thing I've learned is that you really do need to choose friends carefully and need to be a careful friend. What I mean by that is obviously you can't judge a book by it's cover. People aren't always who they portray themselves as. People may let you believe one thing when really they mean another thing. Also, people blame you for things that aren't true sometimes. It's tricky. O and by being a careful friend, I mean that I slack in completely being a true friend. At least that's what I see it as. I mean I'm a very sincere person and would never deliberately to something mean or harmful to anyone let alone a good friend, but I just realized, through a rough experience, that no matter how close a friend you are to somone there is still a line that you don't cross. It's easy to forget, in all honesty, because you get so close and think you can trust someone and be completely honest with them, but it's not always the case if the other person is not on the same page of friendship as you. It's so hard to explain. But now that I've given it alot of thought, I will watch myself carefully not to step on toes.

Other than that lil story, I love Sunday's so much. If I didn't have them I would be sad. They are just so refreshing, care free, and my good reflection days! So good.

Anyways...man who knew I had so much to say. I'm trying to make life the best it can be each day (give or take a few-which are out of my control partly). So here comes another week. Bring it on!

Song of the day: There Is Sunshine in My Soul Today! -Hymn book

Quote of the day: Some WILL. Some WON'T. SO WHAT.

Word of the week: Sincere Definition: Without false appearance or nature; genuine; true